I'm not really sure how am I going to write this post yet, because I actually don't know how to put my emotions into words. There are times when you just get disappointed. By life, by the choices you make, by people who are really close to you ... Suddenly everything gets difficult and you remain unenlightened.
You feel lost, you don't know who you are anymore, who you can trust and who you can rely on. You feel like everyone is better than you and that no one really enjoys spending time with you. All you want to do is lay in bed and wait for those happy days which seem so hard to find.
But then again, WHO is going to change your life, your thoughts and expectations? People you thought you could trust? Life itself? That person you actually don't want to be? No. The only one that can change anything about your life is you. You have to have that purpose in your life which leads you to happiness, happy moments, happy people and happy life. And you have to stick to it no matter what. Don’t let those rainy depressing days take that away from you. Be strong and even if right now you are not the person you want to be later in life, always remember that you can always change. You just have to try harder and get yourself back together every time you fail so that when you will look back one day, you will be able to proudly say to yourself: “I did it.”
... no matter how hard things get, life goes on.